If they're a clue as to how powerful those behind this are, I--
[He cuts himself off there, rubbing a little at his face with a hand, and trying at the same time to cut off the persistent tremble in his hands. It's irritating. Even through all of the nightmares and sleepless nights he's never reacted quite this way, where none of the ways he normally moves forward are working.
And it's getting harder and harder to hold his Arc steady as the weeks wear on. Maybe it's just exhaustion.
Maybe it's the slow and unrelenting realization that there is no sense of escape here that doesn't immediately involve either a dance with death that doesn't just involve himself, or dealing with a world he knows nothing of and doesn't know how to really free himself of. He would trade all the trees and greenery he could see here, for something to hold on to.]
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[He cuts himself off there, rubbing a little at his face with a hand, and trying at the same time to cut off the persistent tremble in his hands. It's irritating. Even through all of the nightmares and sleepless nights he's never reacted quite this way, where none of the ways he normally moves forward are working.
And it's getting harder and harder to hold his Arc steady as the weeks wear on. Maybe it's just exhaustion.
Maybe it's the slow and unrelenting realization that there is no sense of escape here that doesn't immediately involve either a dance with death that doesn't just involve himself, or dealing with a world he knows nothing of and doesn't know how to really free himself of. He would trade all the trees and greenery he could see here, for something to hold on to.]
I don't know.